i'm being so silly..i shouldnt be smiling at all, especially because of my recent thoughts about men and relationships. but seeing him made me smile, ok lets get serious, it made me jump a bit inside. seeing how happy he was to see me made me smile too. our conversation made me smile. i mean it was junk really. total junk. i wasnt even listening to him half the time, i was just so happy to see him. i know, i know, i shouldnt be smiling, and yes i did act bossy and nonchalent. i did act quite calm (ok a few giggles came out, but give a girl a break). and it is inappropriate, we are definitely friends, but its a long time since anyone made me feel like that. happy. giddy. smiley. and happy that they felt happy, giddy and smiley too. i cant express the emotions but just give me one night to feel good about them. because its been a long time since ive felt that chemistry and that happiness. and though absolutely nothing will come of it (at least in the present) - it felt good. so i'm smiling, for now..
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