and prepare for my interview. Had such a jam packed day, but that's
just what wonderwoman is built for.
I used my charm, remained composed and showed the directors that were
interviewing me who I really am and what I bring to the table. I am so
confident that the direction I am headed in is the one I am meant to
be taking and in all honesty all I need to give is my best and the
rest remains in God's hands.
Zim was a breath of fresh air, just what the doctor would have
prescribed for whatever ailment one gets from living in the chaotic,
flustering city called Joburg. No doubt I love JHB, land of
opportunities, concrete jungle where dreams are made of (and where
xenophobic attacks erupt like volcanoes with racial and poverty kind
of lava in them threatening to explode at any moment - random tangent,
sorry).
Zim was exciting, relaxing and especially heartwarming. The night sky
is what all tourists should look forward to. I have never seen such
clear skies. Because the country isn't too lit up the stars are more
visible. I remember being in London and feeling so unmoved and
uninspired by the view of the nightsky.
I got to party like a rockstar, I ate nyummy african food, saw old
friends, visited old places and just connected with my old home town.
I am back with a clear mind and I am happy to be in a clean mental
space. Very lovely place to be as an unemployed...oops I mean
freelancing lady such as myself.
Before I go to bed, I forgot to say, this weekend my ex was popping
into my mind. Zim really reminds me off him coz we spent a lot of
holidays there together. The nostalgia made me teary at times and for
a hot minute I missed the guy and was happy to feel those emotions,
coz I haven't had enough feelings re: our nasty break up and as I
result haven't been dealing. I think my anger towards him is
definitely decreasing with time and I no longer want my past to
dictate my future with a man.
Well, I'm to bed, but to all the ladies in toxic relationships, (you
usually know them when you're in them) please change your environment,
move away from your current space/physical location and pull yourself
towards yourself. The same goes for toxic jobs as well as general
feelings of negativity. If you can, just break away. It helps ;)
Xxx
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